badatartbutlovesit

Currently I am staying with family waiting to see if we are moving out of the area or not. After we decide I need to find a job and go back to school. My math is so bad I don't think I can continue majoring in Psychology. I have considered switching that to my minor and maybe double major in History and Archaeology. I'm not sure. To be honest it is a little depressing. I'll be 25 this spring and I still don't know where I am going with my life

I got a job finally. I work third shift at a factory. Just got home about a half hour ago. I worked three days last week plus had 2 days of paid training. I dread going to work, but I think that is just habit from my last job. I actually enjoy work and get along well with the woman who is training me. Next week all of the factories owned by this company are going to be closed for some reason, I think its to do a summer cleaning and cheak to make sure everything is okay. Well the factory that I am working at will be closed another week. So I'm already going to have a two week vacation. It just won't be paid since I have not worked 60 days. But at least I got a job!

Anyone who actually knows me in real life knows that I tend to overthink everything. This can cause me to get tired very easy at times. Anyways that seems to be happening right now.

Firstly I have been playing RIFT. Sadly I can only play new characters. If I try to play an older character I made then it freezes while loading. Turns out my laptop, which I thought could play the game, cannot play the game. My bad. So Im wasting money everyday I cannot play. However I am trying to get a job, and I might be getting one soon (hopefully). Though I plan on saving money for college I also might miss a semester, so I am thinking of getting a computer from Rent-a-Center. Then I can play RIFT past the beginning.

As for school. Next semester I am sighned up to take LGBT Studies. This has been a subject a multiple times in a class that changes it subject from one semester to another. However this will be the first time it will be offered as a class in itself. I was so happy I got to be in it the first semester they offered it, I mean how often does someone get that chance? However as it stands I won't have the money to go back next semester. So I am going back to a community college. I still might take next semester off, or just take a couple of classes. I am also thinking that, instead of going back to Western Michigan University, I will transfer to Grand Valley State University. If that happens I may switch Philosophy my minor and Psychology back as my major, while keeping Gender and Woman's Studies (Women and Gender Studies at GVSU) as my second major. I still want to study abroad at least one semester. I would love to go to Denmark. According to my dad my great-grandfather of his side of the family was originally from Denmark. So I want to try to learn more about Denmark and the culture there by expirencing it.

I've been trying to play Rift. Kind of fun..... well really fun, but there is a problem. I can only play new characters. Once I log out of a character then I can no longer log back in. The loading screen freezes and then I get kicked off and asked to send an error report. I always send the error report but nothing has happened. I sent a message to the people at Rift. I guess this has happened to others as well, but only on their main or just one server. I've tried other servers, but nothing changes. If this keeps up I'm going back to WoW, even though I have had more fun playing Rift so far.

Out of school for the summer. Was going to try to take a math course, but don't have the money so that will most likely have to wait untill next summer. Going to state looking for a summer job on Monday. Only posting this journal to replace the last one. Starting to play RIFT. Lets see if it replaces WoW.